Lyrics

I think I’ve got a problem and I’m married to this bottle
I’ve been on the rocks like I’ve been interested in fossils,
Got a complicated mind, so nothing ever docile
Try to self medicate but end up feeling awful
I’m the author of this novel, submerged in the follows
Sensation on vacation so inside I’m feeling hollow
Looking for somebody that collapsed, I’m the model
Pleading for a change got me praying to Apollo, shit
The kid really always been suicidal
Outside looking good but somebody check his vitals
Got some demons in my closet and I’m tryna break the cycle
Praying they’ll be gone when I open up the Bible
Only do this for survival, try to fix the broken days
May be time to say goodbye like the ocean waves
All these emotions running through my brain
Numb the pain, I’m drunk on Novocaine

Somebody call a doctor, I’m about to go insane
I need a little something that can help me with this pain
Bleeding these emotions out my open veins
Say I wanna change but I’m addicted to this Novocaine
Somebody call a doctor, cuz I be going crazy
All I hear is voices that be filling up my brain
Try and numb the pain with this Novocaine (Numb the pain with this Novocaine)

Um, well
My mind go strange in this loaded space
You thought I was crazy? I’d say no debate
Play the cards, only Jokers in this poker game
Tryna find bliss in a bottle of this Novocaine
I’ve got a problem, I just need a diagnosis
Just a bunch of hocus pocus, I’m still searching for a motive,
But I end up losing focus,
I walk around in pain and ain’t nobody notice
I’m about to start a riot
Try to sit in silence but these voices never quiet
Insalubrious in private
Sippin on this Novocaine has got me on a diet
Well, lightning through the body when the thunder came
I probably should be grateful for another day
I need something to take this pain away
Just take the pain away, damn

Somebody call a doctor, I’m about to go insane
I need a little something that can help me with this pain
Bleeding these emotions out my open veins
Say I wanna change but I’m addicted to this Novocaine
Somebody call a doctor, cuz I be going crazy
All I hear is voices that be filling up my brain
Try and numb the pain with this Novocaine (Numb the pain with this Novocaine)

Woke up with a crave, winding up in pieces
I don’t really want it but my body need it
Blend into the shadows tryna keep a secret
I been tryna ease the demons but they never leaving
My body beating like a drop kick
Looking to the ceiling got me hoping for deposits
No faces in the pockets, that’s a skelly in the closet
Break inside a box so I can try to make a profit
Leaving trails like a comet tho,
In the night, freedom lights on the trail like some dominos
Damn, too busy caught up in the “gotta go”
Got me swimming in aquatics like a bottlenose
I’m nervous, can we get this over quickly
Welcome to the circus, must admit that I was guilty
This Novocaine is probably gonna kill me
Then come and kill me already, damn

Somebody call a doctor, I’m about to go insane
I need a little something that can help me with this pain
Bleeding these emotions out my open veins
Say I wanna change but I’m addicted to this Novocaine
Somebody call a doctor, cuz I be going crazy
All I hear is voices that be filling up my brain
Try and numb the pain with this Novocaine
(Numb the pain with this Novocaine)